Week 20 and I was confronted by my uncomfortablity with taking responsibility and being accountable for my life – for my choices (my dragon if you will).https://masterkeymiltona.wordpress.com/2016/02/29/week-20-mkmma-confrontation-with-the-uncomfortable/
I wrote of knowing of a power prescribed only to me, a power I needed to harness in order to strike my uncomfortableness without hesitation.
On further reflection not only did taking responsibility and being accountable for my life make me uncomfortable but it was the fear of judgement and the fear of failure that paralysed my ability to harness my power.
What if my choices were not held in high esteem of others? Would I be deemed a failure? These questions frequented my reasoning (or lack of).
Reality check – No longer could my life be in the hands of another (and why should it? after all this is my life).
It was only through repose I was able to do strike my uncomfortableness with utter fearlessness. In one short moment I wielded my hefty sword high into the heavens and struck my uncomfortableness with an unmeasurable force. The effect of my strike was not bloodshed as some may picture but rather the opposite – A MIRACLE – the expulsion of an iridescent light from my target flooded my surroundings. I did not defeat my dragon. I mastered it. At that moment I felt I took my first step on my journey to atonement. I am destined to be FREE!
There a no further words to describe this moment for me but I leave you with this:
On the other side of fear is freedom.
I invite you to share your story of your mastering your dragon/s.